Surrounded by Thoughts of You

My Dearest Queen,

Today I was completely surrounded with the thoughts of you. From the moment I awoke, there you were, sitting in my thoughts like a fabulous dream. It was as if you had reached across the many miles that separate us to gently awake me from my silent slumber. As with many nights before, I woke knowing that I had been dreaming about you. I know this, only because of the restful sleep that I have received. I felt as if my soul was smiling. As I got up to greet my day, I walked into the kitchen to grab a cup of coffee, I swear that I could feel your presence in the room. I even expected you to meet me halfway with a fresh cup already poured just the way I liked it. It was a strange feeling to have, but at the same time, it made me happy to think about it. Later in the day, I went out with my son to take care of a few errands that I needed to run. While we were at the grocery store, I swear that I could hear your voice coming from the next isle over. Your sweet southern accent filled the air, and with a burst of energy, I zipped around to see if it could possibly be you. As you are well aware, it was not. Instead, it was a woman that was speaking to her child who was insistently trying to convince her  to buy a box of sugary cereal. I must have looked a bit out of place to her, because she looked up at me with a strange smile, then looking at my son, she offered a quick “how are you sweety?” He silently waved, then looked at me for something to say… After that, I could not shake the thought of you. For the rest of the day, I found myself thinking of nothing but you…

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What you were doing?

How was your day going?

Were you in a happy mood, or a sad one?

Were you thinking of me?

Thought after thought, I fought off many urges to pick up the phone to call you. I had even typed up a short text message to reach out to you, but I came to my senses before I hit send. All I wanted to do was to let you know how much I loved you. Even now, I was just outside having a smoke in the cool night air. I was looking up at a beautiful crescent moon that hung high in the winter sky and I heard myself ask the heavens if you were looking at the same moon. I know that it may sound a little bit silly, but it is those types of things that help me to deal with our separation…

I love you and miss you my Queen

I hope to dream about you again tonight… May the love that I have for you travel to you on the wings of angels and deliver my kiss to you!

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Your Beautiful Eyes

Your Beautiful Eyes

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I had a dream of you last night,

like many times before…

You wanted me to hold you tight,

I’ve always wanted more…

I heard you whisper in my dreams,

asking for a kiss…

Despite the realness that it seems,

I know its just a wish…

I see your face as clear as day,

the blueness of your eyes…

And though you are so far away,

My dreams will tell no lies…

The day will come when we are bound,

to live our life as one…

Until that day, I know I’ve found

the dream of whats to come…

Those Eyes…

Those Beautiful Eyes…

The y call to me each night and day,

They live among my thoughts…

The reason that I feel this way,

You ought to wonder not…

Those Eyes…

Those Beautiful Eyes…

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